cuz life's like that...

smiley alert

2011-07-21T07:26:00.000-07:00

things achieved by the third week of college

new friends
better driving skills
painting the nails of a person who does not know the first thing about it
stayed ALONE
ate
ate
ate
slept
pee
fart
you name it, i've done it

change away

2011-06-13T05:31:00.000-07:00

As you can see, I've changed my layout. I just got so bored of the old one and I thought of adding some colour to it.

My life is pretty much empty right now. I got my licence(after what felt like a gazillion years). I can drive, but mum and dad think I need more practice. I don't even trust myself with a car yet.

College life starts in approximately 3 weeks. I have mixed feelings about leaving home but what has to be done, must be done.

Until I have something more meaningful to say.

Signing off,

Bored homo sapien

relief in the weirdest ways

2011-05-15T09:02:00.000-07:00

I'm sooooo relieved that the scholarship thingy went through. At least it'll relieve my parents of the absurd medical fees they have to pay. To be truthful, I can't wait to get back to studying. Yes, I'm a nerd and I'm well aware of it.

Until another day when it's not midnight on this side of the globe:D

Idiots are God's greatest creation

2011-05-09T04:32:00.000-07:00

That was just proven right by some morons. Do you know why they're the best creation, because they make you feel better about yourself every time they talk nonsense.

Today I felt better about myself *smiles*

wonders

2011-05-05T04:37:00.000-07:00

Bounty hunting is only allowed in the USA and Phillipines.

logic questioned

2011-04-30T05:09:00.000-07:00

somebody once said :

" When you're done climbing a hill, you'll only find out that there are many more such hills to climb"-(inserts forgotten name)

But nobody said that the surface of the hill was covered with land mines

indulgence in boredom

2011-04-26T19:41:00.000-07:00

Stieg Larsson is a friggin genius. His books are worth the read.

Only if I could write like that

screw it

2011-04-25T20:13:00.000-07:00

I'm pretty sure it's evident to everyone that I'm pretty pissed. Failing your driving test TWICE is enough to get on anybody's nerves. I could've passed the FIRST FRIGGIN time if it weren't for the goddamn car that broke down on me. And due to apprehension, I failed the second time. Bloody crap.

But you know what, I'm gonna try to pass the next time. If I don't and it's not my fault, may God bless that car.

Pretty much nothing's been going on. My life revolves around the house now. Awaiting admission into college/university gives me some time to think. But I think that I've been doing a little bit too much of that. Hence, the failed driving test.

Pray that I cool off quickly. But I definitely feel better now.Bite me.

the end of my hiatus

2011-04-20T08:00:00.001-07:00

WOW. That's how long i've abandoned my blog. I haven't been that busy actually but I've been rather lazy. I'm sure there aren't many readers or maybe none at all, but I'm gonna start blogging actively from now on. Maybe in the form of stories:) I've always enjoyed writing and I might start here (i've done a few previously but it went nowhere)

National Service :

I registered at Kem PLKN Princess Haliza, Sepang on the 3rd of January. Honestly I never thoguht I would last there. Being mommy's girl and all it wasn't easy. Thank God I could overcome it in a few days:D Not only did I manage to see the day I left the place, I also had the time of my life. I wouldn't mind doing it again. I'm serious. The cutest image in my head from the camp was the sight of a teenage boy carrying TWO teddy bears into the camp. Hey, I'm not judging him at all. He can bring a toyshop for all I care. It definitely made me a changed person

SPM results:

I did not, I repeat, DID NOT expect to do well at all. AT ALL. I felt too relaxed throughout the exam and I thought that would lead to my downfall. *sigh* I'm really happy with my results

because all my hard work paid off. I only have my parents, teachers and friends to thank:)

Bumming around:

That's my current activity ever since I received my results. I'll take a short sabbatical from BOOKS and studies before I venture into the world of medicine. WISH ME LUCK ;)

locked safe

2011-03-13T21:39:00.000-07:00

im back
im safe
im happy
and i don't have any regrets

if you plan to skip NS
im advising you against it
i miss it already :(

here's the deal

2010-10-28T03:30:00.000-07:00

SPM is coming soon. and that's all i'd like to focus on. but there's just one issue that needs to be addressed.

it is not to insult but just a reminder that i'm not entirely ignorant. Someone has been insulting me and that's not exactly the problem. The problem is this person does it to my face. Okay get this straight. I may not be perfect but i sure as hell am not STUPID. So i suggest you treat me fairly because respect has to be earned. The only reason i'm being nice to you is because i feel effing sorry for your current state. So don't be too happy with yourself for back-biting me like that. I already know your intentions. But i don't think anyone else knows it. I'm not about to expose you or anything, but honestly just leave me be the way i am. I don't want to ruin this friendship either

walked out the front door

2010-10-22T21:30:00.000-07:00

we, the class of 2010 have officially graduated from high school

my elation is worth more than a thousand words but my sadness fills every single space of it

shortened silence

2010-09-18T03:45:00.000-07:00

I was just jogging when a thought clicked. Why don't i go blog-hopping after this? So I plonked my ass on the chair and went to everyone's blog. Almost. I couldn't help thinking about charls' latest post. Don't worry darling, you're not the only one who feels that way. Sometimes I do to. But the sad thing is it used to happen so often that I've gotten used to it. Feeling left out, I mean. But that was generations ago when dinosaurs were in eggs.

Jogging is fantastic you know. Because i had another fantabulous idea!!! I'm gonna be a part time swimming pool lifeguard after SPM. I like water so why not? I think my swimming skills aren't too bad.

MOVING ON. I know a certain someone who is always bullied. Nothing new you might say but he gets bullied because of his size. And by who? Pretty, popular-wannabe females. God bless you because some day you're gonna be wearing XXXXXXL-sized clothes and he's gonna be having 6-packs if you keep at it. Karma dearies, it works wonders. You may be pretty on the outside but you sure as hell turn out FUGLEYH and MEAN to me.

Again you have officially wasted your time. This post is to show that i'm not abandoning my blog.

put away those beach shorts and whip out the text books

2010-09-03T20:34:00.000-07:00

holidays have officially started. But this time it's not gonna be like this:

My fate has been written to spend it around books, similarly to this:

it doesn't sound too bad. Not bad at all. Good luck to all of you sitting for PMR and SPM trials!!!

land of hymn

2010-08-30T06:29:00.000-07:00

my patience is always tested

but i don't care

you have officially wasted your time

my sincerest apologies

if only fire was water

2010-08-18T03:38:00.000-07:00

if fire was water, impossible would not be in the English dictionary.
exactly why i am gonna buck up from now on. Because nothing is impossible:)

short

2010-08-11T05:28:00.000-07:00

ill make this quick:)

KRAKATOA's gonna explode!!!!
everyone has stopped talking about 2012
my first birthday is coming up. if you're wondering why first, i meant the first one without my grandad. i miss him dearly
i have stopped whining. only when neccessary
i have stopped being a perfectionist because perfectionism is a serious flaw. And i don't want "freak" written all over my forehead
my best is not neccessarily the best
my back has stopped hurting
i lost 3 kg. it's a big deal for me
but i think i gained it all back:(

let my personality be

2010-07-27T03:20:00.000-07:00

im amused at the way many people think my life revolves around books. Boy, do they know NOTHING about me. *sigh* people, your preconceived notions about me are mere speculations. Im not just a bookworm, and i probably have more of a social life than you. So do yourself a favour and get a life, okay?

relief

2010-07-14T21:01:00.000-07:00

Almost everyone i know has received this message:

Tahniah! Anda telah terpilih untuk menyertai PLKN SIRI 8/2011.

I am one of those people:)

i bite

2010-07-14T04:30:00.000-07:00

i know i know, everytime i start blogging it's about someone amusing or irritating the crap out of me. The reason i vent here is so that their identities remain a secret and i can get over it. What could it be this time, i'll make it a riddle because it's way too sensitive to others alike.

It's just that some people find it a neccessity to question my heritage. Well, i maybe from different ethnicities but it doesn't change the fact that im Indian. Why is it a big deal? Because other individuals have a tendency to blow it out of proportion. I don't give a crap about what any of you martians think of me because im pretty sure your motive is to demotivate me. Unfortunately for you, you're failing miserably. I would be a bonus if i spoke the language but that's not the only language.

Im not just some modern teenager who knows nothing about my culture. To the person(s) this is directed to, i do indulge in Hindu culture. I have been doing classical dancing since the time i've started walking. I used to learn classical violin and singing but stopped. I still go to temple and carry out my religious duties. After all that's said, do you still have the damn guts to come up to me and imply that im not cultured enough?

Frankly, I don't even know why im explaining myself to you. Because you should look at yourself before condemning me openly. There's something called trend setting and i certainly have followed that path. If you still have something to say after all that's been vented here, seriously you need a friggin life

If anyone else has been offended, i apologise profusely but it had to be stated.

i don't cry no more

2010-07-10T08:01:00.000-07:00

the tears in my eyes have stopped. finally. I think it's time to buck up for SPM. *heart armours up*. I have mastered the art of ignoring the gossip and rumour mongers around me. Because i don't give a crap anymore. Now, it's just me and SPM.

Mom said i was brave in handling the current situation.(there's a lot i don't tell anyone so don't ask).And that's the exact point i broke down. It's time to be a woman of steel (girl, sorry) and keep these things out of mind

sitcom marathons

hot guys

adam sevani

and all other things that keep me away from my books

2010-07-03T00:00:00.000-07:00

I'm blogging from my uncle's blackberry.although it doesn't make a difference to your life, I felt like I should say it here.it takes the absolute minimum to make my day :)

2010-06-16T21:57:00.000-07:00

don't misunderstand me or be a manb**** by spreading rumours abt me
im friendly with everyone
it's just too bad you're still stuck in the 18th century where it was a major sin for women to talk to men

gossip is the most common sin committed by humans. you're no different

running on water

2010-06-13T07:53:00.000-07:00

I absolutely hate these brain blocks. You have tonnes to say but it refuses to be produced in words. Until another meaningful post, i shall blog my post-SPM wants.

Obviously, any 17 year-old in Malaysia at this very point of time would want flying colours for their SPM. So do I.*crosses fingers*

I've been dying for these babies. Yes, I do wear high heels but i haven't exactly mastered the technique of wearing it without causing excruciating pains.

Salsa! No, not the food but the dance itself. It is just so revolting and energetic. I'm so taking classes after SPM!!!

Finally, after Spm im gonna spend my time working out. I am satisfied with how i look like but it's just for the thrill of it.

I did learn and practice yoga vigorously before but i'd like to learn more. REJUVENATING.

2010-06-06T07:27:00.000-07:00

GOALS TO ACHIEVE DURING MID-TERM HOILIDAYS

loose the flab
revision(i haven't done enough)
add maths project(first, i thought it was a myth)

seems like a miniscule task but there's only so much time

a pearl among thousand oysters

2010-06-04T07:36:00.000-07:00

i have not abandoned blogging completely but i've treated myself to a short hiatus. I enjoy blogging occasionally due to my ever hectic SPM life. This blog has a huge chunk of me that i can't bring myself to get rid of with a simple 'Delete' button. Teacher's day wasn't so bad i guess, considering more than half of the school's population turned up. Holystix and Ground Zero were amazing beyond eardrums as usual. A prefect's job never ends and so do all the good memories. I can't believe that this is THE last Teacher's Day in my school. Not to mention, my last mid-term holidays are about to start. As much as I go on rambling about everything, I can't deny the fact that im definitely gonna miss school. I feel so bad for not buying gifts for this day but i definitely will try my best to leave my teacher's a token of appreciation before school ends. But for now, this is all I have to offer:

Terrifying as they seem to be, they're not that bad
Enough is not a word in their vocabulary
Aching "student pains" never deter them from teaching
Caring and thoughtful, are the only two skills they know as teachers
Hatred is like poison to them
Ernest is their favourite word
Rest is an alien term
So much so, they might even be working this very moment

HAPPY TEACHERS DAY

2010-06-01T07:12:00.001-07:00

Q:what's gonna kill you in the future?

A: at this rate, ME

*twice was enough of a reminder. i don't need a third

go just go

2010-05-29T07:36:00.000-07:00

i've been quite tied up with hmk lately
Sijil Pelajarn Malysia is around the corner
and my nerves are about to be crushed

GOOD NEWS:

i got a new phone. nothing fancy, just a simple one
put a gossip monger in her place(once and for all, i dont; think she'll ever forget it)
STUDIED like finally

BAD NEWS:( it'll definitely be more than the good news but i look at the top. this is just to vent)

i know the reason behind the silence of a friend(wait, isn't it suppose to be good?)
i think my anaemia is back (explains the constantly cold lips and purple fingers during jogging)
my BP is low and im having dizziness again
must be the stress

forget me and lets talk abt real issues

i've realised lately that many kids(especially babies) are found dead due to abuse

what the hell is wrong with the world!!!!

i am ever so grateful i don't have to face that kind of malarky

Thanks mum &dad. I love you guys:)

the pinnacle of gossip

2010-05-23T23:15:00.001-07:00

this may seem pointless to some of you but it's my blog*sticks out tongue*. recently, my mom got in touch with a student of hers from WAY back. it seems that he was suffering from juvenile diabetes and had both his legs amputated. as sad as it may be but my mom told me that he has always been a cheerful and bubbly character. he's been in hospital for months and suffers from MRSA. he complained about the discomfort of the hospital bed and his pals bought him a new one so that he'd be more comfortable. isn't it really sweet of them? my sympathies really go out to him, and apparently sheila majid's as well.

he has always been an ardent fan of sheila majid and has listened to all of her songs. and whaddya know, the next thing is she's walking into his room and greeting him. that act of kindness is really something to be admired as my respect for her has just doubled. but here's the thing, she wasn't escorted by the big entourage and dressed all fancy. if i recall properly, she was dressed in t-shirt and pants. there was no publicity or cameramen with her to document it. now that's what you call noble.

but i wanna know why don't things like these end up in the entertainment column of our papers? why is it there is widespread news on their divorces, wrong-doings and all the mistakes that they make as normal human beings? this is something to be criticised as some people only know how to look at things from a negative point of view instead of analysing a person for his/her good traits. as for sheila majid, she has done a good deed to a person who really needs it and i think that we all should change our perception that has been influenced by the nonsensical headlines and news in the entertainment world.

love the photography

friction is just an illusion

2010-05-22T04:44:00.000-07:00

Dear everyone (if there is anyone),
as you all know i can be quite lazy when it comes to things so i shall use the "bullets" method

im having mega-horrendous stomach cramps
our mission to conduct a mass genocide of frogs within one hour has been completed(forgive me froggies)
oh and to those of you who are stalking, accusing and bombarding some of my friends with your less than useful questions, seriously, im sorry you don't have a life
i...did....NOT......... do my homework
i am so clueless as to what am i suppose to write here*SIGHS HEAVILY*

God is merciful

2010-05-18T05:15:00.000-07:00

many people have been asking me to update. i have tonnes of things to write but i stare blankly at the computer screen when im on blogger. *sigh*.as for that story, i haven't really figured out the rest of it, sorry. Good news is there will be a mass genocide of frogs this thursday so do stop by to join in on the assasination.

R.I.P Froggies in advance

the best news i've gotten all month is that we don't have exams until august!!!! yippee!!! i need a lot of help in bio so if you're the kind who likes internal organs, do gimme a call because im at my wits end. The usual drama goes on in school and i remain as a spectator:) Left, right,centre it seems to be some sort of new fad to be involved in a so-called soap-opera scene. I seem to have developed an affinity for mermaids eversince i saw a picture of one on facebook. To all you non-believers, someday you'll see the truth in my words. *crosses fingers*.

I know we've all seen Ariel from The Little Mermaid but they don't look like this

They actually look like this

rock that body!!!!

2010-04-26T06:42:00.000-07:00

i'm currently hooked on to black eyed-peas-rock that body
god knows for what effing reason but its just so addictive!
im getting used to being the family paparazzi and gossip centre
especially for my brother
meddling with his life is just so interesting

the verdict for diagnostic: not as bad as expected

this time, it's the grunge look

2010-04-24T02:05:00.000-07:00

so form 5 hasn't been all that bad. if you ignore the fact that we've had 2 exams in 4 months! i don't mind the exams but i'd really like to get down to some studying.
also, there's been a lot of conflict going on. oh don't worry, im enjoying every bit of it as a spectator.

people have asked me to update my blog which i try my very best to do, but things haven't been really the same. im trying to be more religous. seriously trying. i think i've made enough mistakes last year which i shall not recap. my social life has been suffering quite a bit. well maybe i miss one or two parties and weddings. i've also developed a sense of appreciation for myself. which i FINALLY managed to do that. comparing myself to everyone else around me is just so cliched.

when i think of something more meaningful to write, i'll definitely write it i promise...

no, im still not gonna tell you

you're gonna have to find out yourself

which i doubt you will

life in shorts and parmesan cheese

2010-03-25T05:35:00.000-07:00

i study hard when it comes to exams.
but i slept at 1 last night. and it wasn't from studying:)

untitled

2010-03-18T21:09:00.000-07:00

i woke up, my eyebags definitely were trying to put me back to sleep
my efforts to silence the alarm clock that's been blaring for the past hour
went nowhere
picking it up and throwing it out the window seemed like the simplest thing to do
and that's exactly what i did
another undercover morning in Hamsterdam.joy
my legs slid out from under the covers
a shivering chill ran through my vertebrae
winter already?

dragging my feet to the front door, i almost tripped over the rickety wooden panels under my sole
cursing under my breath, the little voice in my head made me feel glad nobody was watching that embarassing moment
slowly and cautiously i opened the 22 year-old exquisite mahogany door to check for the daily papers
being caught in your jammies at 8.30 in the morning may seem like a normal thing for most
but for Alistair Crooke, it was monumental disaster
left to right her eyeballs moved
darting for the gate, she caught a glimpse of her neighbour watching the lunacy that was going on
all of a sudden, she felt her robe slip off
her mind went into a state of panic and she slowed down her pace
oh what's the point
her ears caught the whistlings of the neighbourhood boys

DARN (to be contd.)

it starts where it was stopped

2010-03-14T07:05:00.001-07:00

i was working on this story and posted up bits and pieces of it here... i can't really remember what's it about so i'll just carve a new story on a new piece of wood. stay tuned!!!

after the first comes the second

2010-03-09T01:55:00.000-08:00

the first test just ended. not too exhilirated about it because it was held about 2 weeks after school reopened. my life could use a lil less sleeping these days. i use sleeping as a secret weapon if i don't wanna do homework. (yes, im entitled to breaks sometimes y'know)

the weather is at least 40 degrees and im hoping that they'll allow us not to wear ties to school
there's ANOTHER test coming up. what are they gonna test us on?
we haven't gotten a new principal. yet*crosses-fingers*
physics is getting interesting. i actually like it better
spm results are cmg out soon(2 days) to be exact
i have a rather peculiar addiction to chocolates now.

do you know the feeling when you've accomplished something and after a long while you can actually feel good aout yourself? today, i had that feeling.

a message to be passed on

2010-02-04T00:42:00.000-08:00

dear anonymous person(s),

you know who you are. just because i might not be savvy or girly like the others, does not mean that you get to push my buttons as you please. i am frank and i know that. i have my limits as well. treating me differently or ostracizing me ain't gonna work because i've gone through all that in primary school when practically almost all peers turned against me because of GOSSIP(which was obviously untrue). but look who had the last laugh. if you're sitting down wondering what the hell i'm saying, i'm trying to say that i'm not invisible. i have feelings just like other homo sapiens.

if you don't like me, i can just assume that i have something that you want or you just plain hate me. yes, it's true that i'm a lil stuck up, i'm not gonna let anyone trample over me and damn right karma comes and bites you in the ass. but that's not my fault is it? it's not my fault you are now ostracized. it's not my fault that now you are in a position that i once was. this message is not to bash you up. it's meant to say that every action has it's consequence.

I forgive you by the way. thank you for showing me the wrath of karma.

signing off,
changed-since-today

un-pause this channel

2010-01-30T06:00:00.001-08:00

let me summarise my experiences since the last time i've posted something

grandad was diagnosed with cancer
spent the holidays taking care of him
i'm glad he's in a better place
and i need closure to this chapter in my life
school has started
workload is killing my soul
first test has kinda sorta ended(i still have acc to sit for)
eversince grandad passed, i haven't been able to be on my own without crying my eyes out
i think relay for life can help me let go
spm is in friggin 10 months
that's not alot of time you know
regardless people say or are gonna say, i don't think i'm gonna excel in this test
and im not kidding
neither am i willing to take bets on it
now i shall go study accounts. or i shall sleep then study*smiles agreeingly*

because it's just that way

2009-12-29T23:03:00.000-08:00

as you can see, my blogging life has been rather inactive and sterile. now i'm back and will try doing my very best in updating this dying emotion-absorber of mine. the good news is i finally have facebook. that also means i have a better social life. and as for msn, im not gonna get one, just yet

stay tuned for more updates about "exciting" events in my life. trust me there is plenty going on that i'm DYING to write here but due to sensitivity issues i have avoided doing so.

so i guess i'll see you?

this is lame of the highest order

2009-12-04T19:12:00.000-08:00

i just finished 4 effing story books in 4 days. we've got issues going on here and having to attend to them , looks like i have to shell all my holiday plans for a while(may be not even an holiday this time)

i thought of doing this post on new year's day(sharp 12 midnight), but i just had to. when i look back on all that's happened this year, elation and regret surge through my veins, fighting for their respective territories. im glad that many things had worked out for me throughout the whole year but a whole lot of things have just messed up my life. i don't bother telling anyone because the typical reply would be:

"you're just too stressed out"-anonymous
"you're pushing yourself too far"-anonymous
"just deal with it or let it go"-anonymous

i guess they're just saying it out of care or probably just don't expect whining and complaining from people like me. well , guess what? from what i've learned this year, i ain't gonna go crying on other ppl's shoulders 'cause it's an utter waste of time. they provide comforting words, that's true but sometimes it's just not sincere.

and there's the typical backstabbing thing going around. although i haven't felt the actual pangs of it, i don't intend to. that's actually something i can handle wtithin my power. so im not too worried about it. i hate seeing this happen to others so needless to say but still required to, stop it.

and there are also those who decide to TELL me how to be myself when i don't even speak to these individuals. im not mad at you but actually rather amused. some of you might know what happened but for those of you who don't, it's actually a display of how stupidly brave some people can get. if im not mistaken, the person who said all those things to me was actually younger than me!!!! i just laughed my head off although i'm suppose to feel humiliated.well, i don't actually.

but there are memorable moments in this year that will never leave my memory. the whacky sweet sixteens, the heart-warming birthday letters, the eye-opening play, and so on and so forth. although i have been complaining about how i don't do well enough in exams, i couldn't have done better this year because i gave it my best shot. im satisfied and i do realise that i could do so much better.

the time spent with family was amazing. i had the chance to witness twin girls go through the early stages of their lives amidst all the health problems. although it required some selfless sacrifice, it was all worth it especially watching their mannerism and differences in character development.

the same can be said about the time spent with my dear friends. this may be the last year i can have total fun with my peers as all of us are about to enter the crucial and final stages of teenagehood that will determine the future of our lives. im glad to have friends like these and will always cherish the moments we've shared.

as for next year, i look forward to more fun and unfortunately more studying. last year of high school isn't gonna be easy yet i'll still enjoy it as much as i can.

organized chaos just took a turn

2009-11-29T07:05:00.000-08:00

i know this is stale news but the annual hitea turned out better than i expected it to be. i'd like to say thanks to everyone involved. THANK YOU!!!x 100. all the hardwork and heartache was worth it. they say that pictures are worth a thousand words so let them to the talking for me

svian's camwhore champ,head girl and cuddly bob

amidst all the mess, they could still keep their cool

now those faces are much more cheerful

photographers,i think they deserve to BE in a pic instead of only TAKING them

jai ho was stunning as usual. for the amount of times they've performed, they should get paid

i just had to put this up

you will be dearly missed

although it's rather blurr, i like this shot

randomneccessity

hehe, don't ask. i knew i wasn't gonna get a teddy so took this a day before. i told you not to ask didn't i ?!

resolutions are not so helpful anymore

2009-11-27T22:43:00.000-08:00

STUFF to be done during the 'long' year end hols

read thrillers (almost done, 2 down,3 to go)
complete sejarah and bio notes (1 down 17 to go)
exercise and lose all that fat (mission 1/16th accomplished)
swim swim and swim!!! (affirmative)
figure out the routine to come get me (mission aborted)

still holding it

2009-11-19T22:10:00.000-08:00

don't click on the next link just yet, more pics are cmg up....
im just too lazy to upload 'em all
last day of school was ermmm, "interesting"?
since f4 is officially over, ill have more time to pay attention to this dying blog of mine(and hopefully try to get fb)

press play

2009-11-01T03:08:00.000-08:00

i haven't blogged in ages and now i'm back in the blogosphere. all the pics and events are not in chronology so figure it out yourself aite?

dianne priya's surprise party

after all the dancing. notice the blurr expressions and lembik posture

however this was before the wild dancing we did. they're even able to carry each other

the darling melawatians who were present that night

as opposed to the next picture, the cake ended up on her face

that's more like it, the cake should stay on the table

her parents still had that sporting streak in them

you name it, they're in the picture

and finally this was her million-dollar expression

family gathering

he's still as adorable

a picture's worth a thousand words

the perasanted barbecue-er

sir sukee the dog?

grandma's 80th

not many pictures, busy running around the whole day

charleen's 16th

perfect family picture... awwww

im not going anywhere near her if she still has that in her hand

the attendees... not the similar red colour in our attire

and

(jeng jeng jeng jeng)

i watched this is it!the rehearsal of the concert was videotaped and made into a movie. 2 words, sheer genius. all that crap about him being a snob is a lie. it's just that the tabloids are jealous that they have to write stories about him. he stresses love in every word that escapes his mouth.

i am too tired to continue so forgive me for the simplicity of this post and brief descriptions...

ill continue next time round (yawns and suffering from food poisoning)

magic number #100 people

2009-10-15T04:16:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BUBU!!!!!

even with all your wacky antiques, i still love you chetta
it's all been said in the card i gave

2009-10-05T07:28:00.000-07:00

i am very sorry for not updating frequently. have been occupied by the prep for the finals. ill be really disappointed if i don't do as well as I expect to.

LIST OF THINGS TO UPDATE

grandma's 80th birthday
juyi's 17th
charleen's sweet 16
finish up THE STORY
upload all the pics onto the pendrive(my comp's gonna crash soon)

so after the exams, i shall blog to my heart's content, vent and rant about post-exam blisters and just write

my deepest apologies

a U-turn not supposed to be taken

2009-09-27T23:48:00.000-07:00

i was in a temple in seremban the other attending some prayers to bless our studies or something like that . in my opinion my cousins and i were dressed very appropriately for the occasion. a representative from the Hindu Sangam (i guess) was there conducting the prayers
God i was so bloody PISSED with what happened next!!!!

This dude goes around and says in Tamil " if i catch you in a punjabi suit ill be really mad". and all the guys are suppose to be wearing veshtis(its a cloth you tie around your waist). so my aunt explained that we had no idea this ruling was imposed. and he went like "oh then you can't participate. i won't let you go near the statue"

okay, first,who the hell do you think you are huh?you of all people are suppose to be encouraging us to like coming to temple. to me there is no intermediary between US and GOD... and u definitely are not. if it was not a temple, i would have defended myself till you give up. as long as i'm decently dressed, i know i have a right to pray, and you mister, you do not have the right to stop me.

and as for the ppl/other students in the temple, stare all you want. i know i may not be like you but it does not make me worser than you guys. what if the person the old dude was taliking to was a North Indian.. all they wear are punjabi suits!!!!!!!! and also what if the devotee is NOT INDIAN? are you gonna stop them as well?i had enough respect for you as an elder figure, and that's the reason i did not attempt to defend myself

in a friggin nutshell, God im sure would accept me even if im in a punjabi suit... i don't give a damn what you say cause to me, your motive is insignificant.

to all indian youths,

DON'T BE AFRAID OF POWER CRAZY,OLD, GRUMPY, MOTOR-MOUTH HOMO SAPIENS(IF THEY ARE AT ALL) LIKE THESE!!!!!

of embarassing momentos and spilt food

2009-09-24T06:02:00.001-07:00

this is long overdue. but i had to resize all the pics or else it'll take me forever to upload them!!!!

a dancing prodigy flanked by monkeys on either sides
heng khai torturing the life out of my camera

i guess being photogenic runs in the blood

don't worry ill clear this one up... it's actually the opposite!!!!

darling seniors (1 year older nie)

sir nadeem the perasan

yes ppl this is the actual height of the picture, it isn't superimposed

birthday girl smiling her way out of the shock

she actually had to bend down for this pic!!! god im short...

the usual SVian camwhorers

alex happens to be my very flirtatious friend apart from being the first class PKP

budak suke camera

nothing unusual about this

naaah goldfish doesn't work on you

form 5's

more pics and gossips to come

random but meant for someone

2009-09-15T05:21:00.000-07:00

i got to know you better
i told you things
i trusted you a little

BUT...

looks like i don't know you at all
what u FORGOT to tell me is ur a racist
now i don't trust you at all

U should watch your words dumbass cause' ur lisan that day could bring a lot consequences...to you.And from what i heard u did the same for ur oral. Listen up, right now, even when you say ur not racist, u still friggin are maaan.if ur even man at all...

WAKE UP!!!! just because u feel strongly about something doesn't mean you have to open your piehole to make it a point for everyone to hear it

i don't wanna ramble too long cause it's not even worth a whole complete analogy here

untitled part 1 (cont.)

2009-09-11T06:03:00.000-07:00

she felt a jerk almost as soon as she regained consciousness
that was a rickety van going over a large defect on a tar road
he seems to know every bump in the road, he hasn't missed one yet!
then she felt an excruciating surge of pain on her shoulder
she turned to her right an saw her shoulder clumsily patched with a sterilised yellow bandage which looked like it had been used more than it should've been

as she tried getting out of the seat, she found herself restrained and unable to move a limb
am i part of some crazy underground clinedestine organisation sitcom?
"where are you taking me to?"she broke the silence that could have been sliced with a knife
no response
"why won't you answer me?"she asked, trying not to exhibit fear beneath the gruffy voice of hers
still no response

after a few vague seconds"what you saw,"he stuttered "keep it to yourself"
knowing better than to argue,she silenced herself in agony
"we'll get you to a safe place. i promise"
more awkward silence

the van came to noisy halt, almost breaking the seatbelt that was tied to her waist
"a lil prior notice would be nice"she grumbled unhappily
the driver got out, untied her and helped her into a large mansion
it was exquisitely decorated on the outside
the french doors had an intricate pattern, one that could only be done by someone with steady fingers
he placed her gently on the couch, taking care not to injure her already injured physique

she took the time to admire the hand-woven Persian carpets
racks of Russian-titled books by Nikolai Gogol, "The Overcoat" caught her eye
within minutes a middle-aged gentleman came downstairs to greet her
he seemed well-built and a classic profile was his apparent trademark
"whoa"
he flashed a million-dollar smile
he must be getting that quite often*rolls eyes*

to be continued...
sorry i've been MIA quite often lately
i've been very busy with a lot of stuff and having to cope with rather emotional problems
keep clicking this link cos you'll find more to come

2009-09-11T05:44:00.000-07:00

i found this picture in my gallery

thanks ma for helping me through the current situation

i know you're preoccupied and feeling guilty but its okay

i love you....

another apology to be accepted

2009-08-28T22:15:00.001-07:00

first and foremost, im sorry for not blogging for a whole effing week... don't get it wrong, life hasn't had any electric shocks lately

since i have too many pictures and posts to catch up on ill start with the words first

my bro has bad taste
my family is really dysfunctional
3oh3 is gay
ill do anything to prevent a certain event from occurring,and i mean anything
i want a break, just me and my family
im too lazy to upload the pics
i don't want to go to school yet
mr b's explanation is making me even more suspicious
i feel like a loser (and no, what you're saying doesn't make me feel better)
im feeling a lil emo(which is definitely not part of the the whole me-getup thing)
im watching the video again and i don't like how i look
oh and there is a line, and you've crossed it 5 years ago
now im watching you suffer and smiling ear-to-ear about it

i apologise for the emo-ness of this post... i promise the next one will be much more colourful and lively

one last detail, to *inserts an invisible name(s)* you know if it's you

tata for now

from bash to crash

2009-08-23T03:35:00.000-07:00

last night was my grandma's 80th birthday
it was so awesomely decorated by my very awesome uncle!!!!
pics shall be uploaded soon
again i met all my cousins (yeah the ones i rarely meet)
as usual they always look diff every single time

all this while i was under the impression that only schoolgoing brats (namely my school) had that gay streak in them
i didn't know it was hereditary in my family as well
there was this particular scene that i'm still laughing about

*me carrying a glass of whisky*
"oh my gawd! is that raw?pls tell me it isn't"-prashanth
"can you actually finish that?"-avinash
"yeah i can"-me
*then i hand the glass over to grandpa who gulped it down in a couple of seconds"
"*all of us were laughing*"-everyone
"see i finished it"-me

it was hilarious
ill continue the rest in my next post

2009-08-20T07:42:00.000-07:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BOON HOE!!!!

this is how people remember my birthday

"your 3 days younger than boon hoe"-TBA

"you were born 5 days after me"*smirks charmingly*-AS

sigh...

anger management tip-look around before venting it!!!!

2009-08-20T04:21:00.000-07:00

don't, believe me don't ever start cursing someone or something when there's someone around...

2009-08-20T04:19:00.000-07:00

I'M WORNED OUT, SLEEPY AND EXHAUSTED AND ALL YOU CAN DO IS BE SARCASTIC

still fumbling around

2009-08-19T04:27:00.000-07:00

is it me or is the world getting slower day by day?

somebody told me to write utter crap here
but when i mean a whole lot of crap, i didn't mean that crappy la
what sorta junk can my brain come up with?

here goes,

it was a dark, stormy night
one of those nights that you DO NOT wanna be outdoors
shady looking figures staring at you like some sort of weirdo who really shouldn't be out here
but being an EMT requires hell of a lot of courage and strength
especially in a pretty run down area like Inner Harlem

that's the last time im scratching my armpit in public
even for a hard-up chick like her, she still feared for her life
she was in the heart of the city with the highest crime rate and the most fearsome gangs who shot anyone within a meter's range
as the van arrived into the dark alley, sitting snuggly against a graffiti-ed wall
chills ran down her spine

all sorts of what if's ran through her head like a matrix of numbers
the counter-like door opened and a sea of people queued up to receive free treatment,
or fake an illness to get oxycodone to satisfy their hunger for self-destruction

tick tick tick
beggars, junkies,retired mafias, you name it, they were there
but she handled in a professional manner
although she realised that some or probably most did not know the meaning of professional

then,
BAAAANNNNNGGGG!!!!! she ducked as fast as possible
she looked around, searching frantically for her partner
he signaled to say he was okay
her eyes were scanning the scene
moving like a wild animal

when she was satisfied that the coast was clear
she sprinted out of the van to get to the injured bystander
looks like all that practice in high school came in handy
that gun shot blew a pretty large hole in his stomach
she was warned not to endanger herself
but those warnings went unheeded

his intestines sprawled out, like a snake shedding its skin
blood capillaries were completely gone, the result of shards of a broken bullet from a Colt 45
he was breathing heavily, stopping in between
she tried reviving him but unfortunately, the Lord loved him more
a drop of water fell onto her palm
it was a shining tear

i failed
all of a sudden, "Kate! Look out!"
unsure of what was going on, her senses and reflexes quickly jumped into action
she managed to avoid the first gunshot but she missed the second by milliseconds
sweating and drenched, she sat down.just sat down
then one more bang before everything went pitch dark

ill continue when i've figured out the rest, i hope you've enjoyed it so far!!!

2009-08-18T23:57:00.001-07:00

IM NOT ALONE

2009-08-18T23:56:00.001-07:00

EVERYTHING YOU KNOW THAT MAKES ME BELIEVE

2009-08-18T23:55:00.000-07:00

WHEN I CLOSE MY EYES ITS YOU I SEE

2009-08-18T23:54:00.000-07:00

CAUSE YOU'RE EVERYWHERE TO ME

2009-08-16T00:20:00.000-07:00

it's true my friend,

maybe ken doesn't ALWAYS choose barbie

i just wish you knew

lethal decoy

2009-08-13T05:41:00.001-07:00

ain't she adorable?

but looks are deceiving aren't they?

for a 9 year old she's already learning how to manipulate

she's turning 9 tomorrow actually

so, happy birthday, kaeshana!

hope you continue working hard

and don't feel pressured by any of us aite?

ur growing up so fast kid!!!!

oh as for the multiple party hats, it was my idea

my cousin and i gave ours to her so we placed it this way

this is meant for someone but ill leave it to you to figure it out

2009-08-12T05:08:00.000-07:00

it was dark
and electrifying
he only remembered the first 10 seconds of thrill
ignoring the fact that the person responsible's a dude
after that, he does not remember what the dude did to him

who is he?
for svians you know might know who he is...
dare I now huh?

2009-08-09T07:10:00.000-07:00

everyone says i play peacemaker at the same time violent-booster
so here's my explanation

"saving lives is my profesion,bombing is just a hobby"

13 more posts till the magical number

2009-08-08T23:03:00.000-07:00

from now on, don't be surprised to read a whole lot of crap on my blog
the simple reason is im vying for my 100th post

this weekend has been rather dull
that's cos we did NOT go for a movie
maybe next week

im just sitting at the complex machinery in the hall
while enjoying the scenery*sigh*

i had the freakiest dream last night
besides the one i had 2 days ago
last night's was abt what i was doing instead of others(usually i never dream abt myself, people say it means im not that self absorbed*yeah-right-face*)
too bad, im not gonna tell you coz its just too weird and unbelievable to tell

i know the person in my dream's not that sort of person
i hope?
please don't let it come true...i said please right?

too late, i know

2009-08-07T20:07:00.000-07:00

happy sweet 16 alex!!!

may you grow more suckish at impressing women
you never fail to make me laugh with your clown-like antiques
and please for goodness sake can you please let me beat you in essay writing for once

im sorry i did not get you a present

hey, you have a whole post to yourself here (apart from other blogs)

thanks for everything and may God bless you , my dear PKP

it never fails to disgust me

2009-08-07T05:15:00.000-07:00

i expect the 'Talk' every friday but i certainly did not expect it to be spiced up today
as much respect as i have for this person, i was rather disappointed with her actions
she has every right to be mad at us
she has every right to lash out her vocals
but she does not have the right to discuss a certain topic that is banned in schools

POLITICS
yeah, she went rambling on and on about some rally that happened on saturday
her words made it seem as if she was convincing us that the purpose of the rally was wrong
hello! we're 16 year-old brats for Christ' sake, i don't even wanna go into a long-winded conversation about it
i refer to an article in the STAR "Teacher's should not discuss politics in school"
i think you might wanna consider reading it

and when i asked her to quit it, all she did was say "thank you thanuja, you see lim's the one who started it" wtf.
you think it stops there
HA! you're absolutely wrong
then she moves on to say how shitty our behaviour is
we have an attitude problem
don't generalise la
to tell you the truth, you're probably the reason all the good classes get a bad name

so just can it, we've had enough
you don't have to keep reminding us of the same topic over and over and over again
regardless, i still have a tremendous amount of respect for you
things like 'the topic' can cause racial sparks
and did i mention that you never fail to amuse me?

i don't give a damn if you're reading this

untitled

2009-08-04T22:41:00.001-07:00

he looks like replica of eminem
but he's not
that's the man responsible for introducing physics to me
and making me love every bite-size bit of it

if ur wondering why does he look like a terrorist,
that's cos he was so fascinated by the bb gun jeremy brought to tuition the other day
he used simple physics to shoot jeremy who was hiding inside a room
to avenge that, he took this very photogenic pose of him

and bluetooth-ed it to everyone
pretty neat huh?

DIY stress

2009-08-04T04:58:00.000-07:00

everyone has blogged about it so ill save myself the trouble.

http://www.stefian.blogspot.com

i have TONNES of unfinished homework.
that's what i get for procrastinating so much.
sunway sales were awesome, apart from:

the unfriendly staff at pizza hut
the freaky dude at pizza hut
the disatance from the area where the sales were going on to pizza hut
the aching, jelly legs walking to pizza hut
bowling alley was full
movie tickets were unavailable
and etcetera!!!!

i don't wanna complaint too much cos my brain will crash into pieces if i do

get back to brain cramming, mindless torture or more commonly known as the term studying.

i don't care anymore,seriously

2009-07-30T05:19:00.000-07:00

Y.E ANNUAL SALES

9.30 - 7.30

sunway pyramid, somewhere near the jusco area

COME ONE COME ALL

it'll be worth your while*winks*

time anyone?

2009-07-30T05:12:00.000-07:00

that's something i don't have right now. i am so friggin tired till my legs wobbled while walking to the car today. lemme summarise the week. its probably the shortest summary you'll ever lay eyes on. YE. i may not be doing as much work as yvonne and sherlin but i do feel tired. imagine how tired they'll be?

the so-called pop quiz thingy went on this week. it WAS as bad as i DID not expect it to be. i have an itchy feeling that i might come down with a fever tonight .
PERFECT.

i really have nothing much to say cos my eyes are shutting due to the heavy sand bags under my eyes.

i found this quote,
"there are two types of people in this world, one who finishes what they say and"-unknown

im sorry i've been MIA for a week!!!

fundamentals in life

2009-07-24T06:06:00.000-07:00

work more, play less
it enhances physical performance
sleep more
it's not only relaxing but also FUN
build statues like these, guaranteed to tickle your funny bone!!!!

i ache in places i never knew i had

2009-07-23T05:25:00.000-07:00

my whole body is caving in to the extreme lethargy
it hurts almost everywhere including my eyes
it's like i have sand bags on them (pardon the grammatical errors)

nothing new or anything that'll make you jump through the roof happened this week
that's cos i've been blogging all week
someone remarked that my blog had randomly written stuff in it
that's just how i am, unpredictable

something has been bugging me for a long while
my brain keeps zoning off into it everytime there's history or any 'sleeping' subjects
i wanna learn to shuffle or jump
the thing is, when am i ever gonna ever have something called time for it
another agenda put on the backburner till i get on my own two feet
unfortunately i don't have a video to quench your thirst

i don't know what it is i did but im sorry?

one third is a very pathetic number

2009-07-21T06:48:00.000-07:00

MIRA nad NEHA
the two new additions to the family
officially we have 4 dudes and 9 dudettes!!!!!
how sad is that

my bro: more girls!!!!
himal: NOOOOOO!!!! this is what i get for betting with the wrong ppl!!!!
guga: this family's better of without em (storms off angrily)
agi: anything's fine with me!!!!

i resent what guga said,
and pay up guys!!! they are not twin boys...
some other time perhaps...

all i had to do was take a look at mira's face and everything else didn't matter
her smile is like the mona lisa, so delicate and sweet
what a precocious thing!!!
so soft and sensitive...
she smiled at me!!!!!!
i did not want to step out of the room at all, not even for a sec...

2009-07-20T06:53:00.000-07:00

*read the last post first*

i just realised that kim kardashian is super hot

i have thought of that something

2009-07-20T06:34:00.001-07:00

random again. my fingers are jelly-dified so ill make this quick

MPV room in school caught fire
one dude fainted, sent to the hospital
MPV teacher cried
weird things have been going on in school lately
my Hooke's law report is done
Robert Hooke is making all upper secondary's students lives much more miserable
i took my moral picture
i look pretty good in it
went to yvonne's hse to finish the physics presentation
1 hour browsing through the net and gave up
she took over from then
ended thumb wrestling with amir
it's a stupid yet entertaining game
i was so groggy that i forgot that im not suppose to wet my hair. DARN IT!!!
now im feeling heavy headed
and i gotta wash it again tomorrow
i feel like peeing right now but my ass is too lazy to get off the chair
'accidentally' went on redtube at yvonne's place. OOPS
upload pics later
not in the mood right now
delivering papers was bad
felt like throwing up
then i burped real loud in the toilet
did anyone hear me?
naah i don't think you did
and i don't feel like puking anymore
mr b's lesson was fun
i felt good about myself today
sorta
there's a bloody cat jumping on my gate and i can't stop it!!!!
i don't like to camwhore looks like
not anymore
i look horrible in pics
i should stay behind cameras
yeah that should solve it
me likey candids
niiiiccceeeee!!!
i haven't exercised today
ill do double tomorrow
now i shall do double sleep

good night people, till i write again...

have you heard of this?

2009-07-18T06:32:00.000-07:00

i was home all day.
then i turned on the tv.
*click* *click*, nothing interesting
*sigh* can't go out, it's at least 40 degrees out there
*grunt* can't use the net, no idea what to do with such a complex piece
*shrugging* oh what the heck, just give it a shot

watching oprah before that, it was a repeat
something about unfaithful husbands(emphasis on the husbands)
type type type, booooring
"hand-me-down husband"
*gasp* my fingers were shivering with excitement
this you have to hear

this couple was newly married
he was looking through the family Bible
then realising that her grandfather's name and father's name was the same
after checking through family records and with much research,
he found out a shocking truth about the family tree!
boy, this family was REALLY dysfunctional

her mom got remarried after divorcing her first husband, who left her with three kids (i think)
he did IT with one of the daughters (which was her mom's sis) and she was knocked up
mom ashamed, the daughter and the idiot got married!!!!
of course it was without anyone knowing it
then this dude's wife's mom got married to him!!!
i have no clue how that happened

hence the term "hand-me-down husbands"
weird huh.....

closing that whacked out topic, let's move on to some thing else...
as soon as i think of what that something else would be...

inspired by the friendly loner

2009-07-17T04:58:00.000-07:00

after seeing his weight loss, i became inspired to do just that. i've been trying to lose weight since early this year( i always tend to put on a lot of weight during exam years. just pray that i don't put on weight next year). from a very dissapointing 62 bloody kg, i am now.....

56 kg!!!!(well its 56 point something but ican't remember what)

oh yeah, and i hope you people don't use me as a guinea pig again coz u will really regret it... (you know who you are). everyone has nothing but tremendous respect for you and this is what you do. it's quite dissapointing and unexpected. somebody else might deserve it more than me. if you want to do it for your satisfaction, go ahead but not at my expense. i could not even concentrate during maths today, thinking about this whole mess. it is bloody unfair to others and more importantly me. but im gonna let it be because i know for a fact that karma will come back around( yes, i do believe in karma)

being appointed as treasurer of the board came as a surprise, if u take into account what happened this year. i sincerely hope that we'll get along well with the juniors. im glad tuty became the head although i hoped that alex would get it but either way, it is a great honor to be working with them in the near future.

there's something i always wanted to do but never had words for it so after mustering everything i knew, i made this tribute to my friends:

sherlina:

the ideal person to be with
without her, god knows what i would get myself into
one of the most patient people i know
you are as perfect as you can get and all you have to be is yourself
she keeps me up when im down
its like hearing her serenade knock you down by keri hilson

suganya

the firm one in my circle of friends
she tells me off when im doing it wrong
also a very responsible and mature young lady(cheeeh)
we have our rough spots but we still get along well
very diplomatic at times

dianne priya

the fashionista
knows when to wear what
the chirpy bird
has a laid back approach on life
my life wouldn't be as interesting if i hadn't met you

yvonne:

aka the sexy boygirl
creative mind
courteuos and easily excited
very different from when i met her in kindie
you may get bored at times but she is willing to listen

subashini

yg ni aku x nak bagi nick name
coz there's just waay too many
outgoing and keeps the situation lively
the peacemaker as well
she tries to be there for you when things go awry

reena:

has a very contagious laugh
all she has to do is laugh or giggle to make your day
in short she can make you have low blood pressure

charleen, steffi

very talented on the track
smiling always, makes you wanna go on even if there's an obstacle
enthusiastically fun in a way

the dweebs

which comprises of savin,ravin,boon hoe, jun yan, gurmeet etc
as playful as you may be, ur a real help
school life is much more interesting when they're around

amir, luqman:

i've only gotten to know you well recently
i have misintepreted one of you very wrongly
ur very nice and supportive people and i really wish i knew you before this

i know that there are many more of you out there who make up a large part of my school life... id like to thank all of you for everything...

randomisity ran through the week

2009-07-15T05:56:00.000-07:00

im waaay too lazy to connect all the events that happened so far

i did my bm oral.finally
i felt like puking
got a bloody trojan transferred from a teacher's laptop in my pendrive
unfortunately, it spread to another laptop. dang it man
after typing the whole thing, found priya's missing thumbdrive next to the laptop. coincidentally
i haven't finish my bio work
i haven't done my bm essay
i haven't done the bookmarks
one thing i have is physical education tomorrow
this week reeks so bad that i could take my intestines out
i feel like beating the crap out of you
my favourite is, amir sucks ( sorry, what goes around comes around )
no offense?(cliche)
some weirs mini series is going on
my jellyfish scar is hurting again
listening to dirty diana( sape makan cili die yg rasa pedas)
im thinking what to write next
still thinking
haven't signed up for facebook yet
don't think i will in the near future
probably at the end of the year
i love mj
feeling very apprehensive
god knows about what
listening to Oprah's voice
better get back to doing my work

i have to really do my work before i get screwed... till 2moro

please i hope i wake up and this just goes away

i read the simplified version of the Bhagavad Gita,

it was a real eye-opener

2009-07-14T04:57:00.000-07:00

YOU'RE RIGHT, YOU COULD POSSIBLY BE THE HEARTACHE

'sesated' person with nothing to do

2009-07-13T06:17:00.000-07:00

effing tired during mr b's class 2day. hope you get well soon teacher but if u are admitted we'll come visit... EVERYDAY!!! my mind just wasn't into add maths today. its like the 'off' button on the add maths section in my brain was pressed. at least i managed to follow it well

he went out a while and i did my work, so this is the 'general equation'

mr b not in class + finished homework = very ugly hand graffiti

reflection is the best form of self assesment

i have a tendency to stand on my toes when im sittng

im struggling with mild amnesia

so any tips on how to fall asleep will be very useful

i apologize profusely

2009-07-09T22:33:00.000-07:00

im sorry for not blogging in a long while... especially priyanka im sorry coz i have been busy all week... these are the photos from the long awaited reunion... it also happened to be sanjeev's birthday so HAPPY BIRTHDAY DUDE!!!!

awww isn't he cute!!!

they were looking at a picture of a hot sri lankan hockey player or something like that... lost interest after the word married...

ill take you to your first club, she says

2009-07-03T23:34:00.000-07:00

YO PPL IN SEREMBAN...HAPPY BIRTHDAY SEGAR CHITTAPPA

LIKE MY BLOGGIE?

how pig headed could you get...

2009-06-30T06:01:00.000-07:00

i went through it and i still am but he is going through a more extreme version of it... there are countless events that have taken place, lots of signals and yet i missed it.. until today... i can't believe those BRATS did this to him... if i were there, i would've clobbered the crap out of them!!!!

so to you pint sized troubles, keep your hands off him... it does not pay to beat someone up just because he is different... and im sure you've got brothers in my school... but if you lay a finger on him again, if u ever TRY anything funny or even if ur bros or sis' step into this, may god bless you because i will break you... ill make your life so miserable that you will not be able to show your face AGAIN...

I AM PATIENT BUT I DON'T HAVE ANY TOLERANCE FOR THIS AT ALL...

STAY.THE.HELL.AWAY.FROM.HIM

think about it...carefully..

2009-06-27T22:49:00.000-07:00

there are 3 ants. the first ant said that there are 2 ants behind it, the second ant also said that there are 2 ants behind it but the 3rd said that there were three behind it...

how does that work? if u can answer it pls tell me... im so clueless about it.its really baffling

tribute to the king of pop...

2009-06-25T22:08:00.000-07:00

RIP MICHAEL JACKSON

the pioneer of pop music has passed on and frankly a piece of history actually died with him.a life of controversy musn't be easy for him. every radio station has been playing his songs all day as a sort of goodbye. his humanitarian efforts have not gone in vain either.

GOODBYE MJ. MAY GOD BLESS YOU

my brain needs a weekend to unwind in the carribean islands

2009-06-22T06:32:00.000-07:00

88% for english. not as bad as i assumed it would be. the only thing is,........ I HAVE TO RETYPE MY ESSAY!!! and i have two more essays to do. and 1 summary. i take a bloody half hour to complete 1 friggin summary let alone a whole essay.

5 days till i get to meet you guys again

i've been indulging myself in self pity in the past few days so this is a tribute to all my hardwork. at least let me reward myself. word of advice to everyone out there, don't do what i do that is being dissatisfied with everything

things i have achieved

go - karting on a genuine track(one of the longest in the country)
say hi to strangers with loony friends around me
embarassing myself in front of an EXTREMELY CUTE GUY
somehow knowing the mother and father-in-law of a celebrity
talking gibberish to drunk people. and im wondering whether it was me or them who was drunk
walking into the wrong toilet. ill never do that again...never..
watch tv for 12 consecutive hours
made it to state levels in marching... WHEEE!!!
spent time with orphaned children
changed somebody's perspective of me(names shall be omitted)
being friends with a guy and knowing everything about each other except our respective names
got num 1 in class a couple of times(im sorry if this statement offends anyone)
swam 45 laps non-stop...major soreness the next day
lil kids followed me around at a b'day party... i don't know why...
flew in a plane and slept during turbulence...
went for the international science quiz and randomly picked answers after question num 5
done yoga and lost 5 kg... yaay me!!
and put it back on in form three...
ran 2 km without stopping(only once in my entire life)
*not gonna be stated for the time being*

2009-06-21T03:00:00.000-07:00

HAPPY FATHERS DAY!!!

HOPE U LIKE THE WALLET I GAVE YOU...

WHY MY DAD ROCKS...

HE ONLY EXPECTS ME TO DO MY BEST
HE'S WILLING TO SPEND ON WHATEVER I NEED
HE'S WILLING TO TAKE A DAY OFF TO HELP ME OVERCOME MY FEAR OF THE DENTIST
COZ?.... HE'S JUST BEING HIMSELF!!!!

honesty is not always the best policy

2009-06-19T06:16:00.000-07:00

these exams have been quite a dissapointment to me.i guess i have extremely high expectations but i know for a fact that i can achieve those expectations. having ur every move watched 24/7 is stressful and very uncomfortable . i never realised it all this while but it's starting to show now.i haven't been giving my best this exams if im this upset(although it felt like i did).

i don't mean to blow my own trumpet but im not used to losing out to someone else . there is a certain fear in me that if i don't do well i might dissapoint other parties."ill be happy if u get 100%". there were mixed emotions when that message registered in my brain . one side of me felt extreme sadness . am i not good enough? the other side of me felt very flattered and honored because someone felt that i could do so much better that an 88% .

i realised that a few of my friends are doing very well and i congratulate them from the bottom of my heart . now i know what it's like to be second best . many ppl say just do your best. my parents have been very supportive and kind but to the others who give me this statement, do you actually mean it? or are u implying that i should live up to your standards.

just because im a teacher's daughter, does not mean that i have to be perfect all the time. some of my friends today were kind enough to wait while i sat there mourning over my marks.thanks guys. to those of my friends and family members who have supported me all through my struggles and joys , i appreciate it very much. to those who want me to live up to ur expectations, i won't.but ill try my best to beat your expectation of me.thank you for making me a stronger person.

heartbroken

2009-06-16T07:55:00.000-07:00

bm-75 (damn)
physics-84 (yay me)
chemistry-78 (not good enough)
moral-88 (expressed in previous post)
bio- i dunno but judging from what i got so far, i should've taken up snake charming... no
anatomy involved

just a quickie... i seriously hope i do WAY better than this...

taggified... (from my slangtionary)

2009-06-15T05:09:00.000-07:00

Rules:*1. Those who get tagged must answer the question about themselves.
*2. At the end of the post, tag 10 people except the person who tagged you(tagger).*
3. Continue this game by sending to other people.(refer to rule No.2)

Time: 8.32PM
Name: thanuja
Age/Birthday: 23rd august '93 (the best day for everyone)
School: s5(im a sVian dudette)

Elder sisters:nada
Younger sisters: zilch
Elder brothers: affirmative(the best u could possibly have!!!)
Younger brothers: not even in my dreams...they're cute when they're small...

Favourite liquids[drinks]: liquid substances... preferably the isotonic ones...
Favourite consumables[food]:anything edible? food me likey...
Favourite place to sleep: the one and only loyal bed i have...
Flying?: if i win a million bucks... id get sum1 2 make me wings...
Swimming/Diving?:all the time...

How much friends in MSN?: no msn... mom forbids it..
Couple?:haha... not cursed in that way... not yet*wink*
Loved ones?: moi familia and friends... love em... they're the centre of my universe!

Get kicked on the butt: slapped,yeah... kicked, once...
Allergic?: none that i noe of... thank god!
Gastric?: very often as a kid... till i couldn't walk... it died down as i entered my teens...

Whole fortune: let it take its way... i like adventures and suprises....(smiling slyly)
Age of marriage?: ideal : not ready to think of it just yet ..
Children wanted?: WHOA!!!! too far... 2 mayb? NAAH!!!
Age of death?: leave it up to Him...
Animals in house?: bear(stuffed) , fish(killed twice),u can tell what happens next...
Longest fingernail ever kept : form 3... i scratched my face while sleeping...
Wanted birthday present : a suprise?

Q: In your dream, a god tells you that you are a billionaire in your dream world and gives you a wish. What would you wish for?
A: world peace... no more wars... i hate seeing ppl suffer and starve while i have plenty on my table... im very grateful though... hang in there ppl!!!
10 persons to tag :
Priya ,Juyi ,Nan , Aishah , Charleen , Ravin , Amir , Haziq , E-lane , Steffi

not my version of a holiday.... it was rather unexpected

2009-06-08T18:54:00.000-07:00

this hols could not get any weirder...

1st...
i fainted at a friends bbq... and i don't remember a damn thing abt it... i tried hiding it from my mom but guilt got in the way and i confessed... strangely, she took it very calmly... which is not like her...

2nd...
i went for the annual family gathering in port dickson... as all of u noe there's only a beach for entertainment... we went a lil further than we were suppose to go and a group of jellyfishes attacked my right leg!!!! ouch was all i could say... a cousin who tried to approach me also suffered the same fate... i could not move or stretch my leg for a few hrs...... man that really hurt... i still have a few scars.. it's quite scary-looking...

these events caused my plans to change... daaammmmmmmmmnnnnn!!!!!!

2009-06-08T05:58:00.000-07:00

IM BACK!!!!! PICS OF PD WILL BE UPLOADED SOON.... im waaaaaay too tired to do a long-winded post....

beginning of an known world( know a lil)

2009-06-03T20:20:00.001-07:00

i tried to photoshop earlier this week but it turned out bad... but ill post it anyway...

lights that shine beyond us....

2009-06-02T22:16:00.000-07:00

AMAZING! one word to describe that night... it was the perfect closure to a very hectic day... guys id love it if we could do it again... here are some momentos from that night(i noe it's a late post but as usual technical error got in the way!!!!)

we had trouble starting the fire but this dude managed to do so! thanks chakry....

L-R jwalita, allan and our very hospitable host suganya!!!

"BOON HOE!!! wipe that long string of hingus this instant" *suba screaming*

the person who claims to be the most fashionable one yet

im too afraid to say anything about this shot

this is what the dweebs get up to when you give them a swing that can only hold 12 kg

you guys should really apply for a modelling job... you seem to have a knack for it

(im not exactly sure what yvonne's pose is)

me and jwalita... this girl's voice is phenomenal!!!!

haha gurmeet!!! my flash is better than urs!!!

i actually had to ask them to stay still for a photo... it turned pretty well didn't it?

a picture worth a 1000 words... ill leave this to anyone who wants to say anything

i really like this one!!! luv steffi's top....

the barbeque was suppose to start at 6.30... we almost burned down the area with the attempts to start a fire... we managed to do it with no casualties by 8... oh and my brother dropped by!!! it seemed like ages since i've seen him... actually it's only been a week... he helped out here and there and was talking to some of my friends... some of us headed over to steffi's to watch AMERICAN PIE... all in all it was an extraordinary night... before i forget, im sorry for troubling everyone after what happened... i didn't mean to...

2009-05-31T06:30:00.000-07:00

can someone gimme an idea on what to present at the YE meeting? pls? if there are any pls oh for goodness sake tell me!!!!

tchers day versus stomach ache

2009-05-31T02:17:00.000-07:00

its that time of the month again... i didn't even realise i had the excruciating pain until i took cold apple juice...WHOA!!! a surge of sharp discomfort hit me... to make things worse i was in school!!!!

i was waiting at the gate for my mom n a tcher 'interrogated' me on why i was there... before i could say anything, she said "if u wanna go home u gotta go upstairs first blablabla..." thank god at the same time my mom walked in... she signed me out and we went home, wallowing i my misery...

last night was my night out... we went everywhere and ate at this superb restaurant... im too lazy to blog right now so ill sign off and maybe continue tonight...

PHEEEEEEWWW!!!

2009-05-29T21:40:00.000-07:00

after god knows how long i managed to sort out the mess my assignment is in....it took me 2HOURS to submit it... im not really happy with it n mine is nowhere close to being as good as sherlin's and yvonne's... but i was in pain at the time... i logged onto the webbie and there was announcement that the submission date had been postponed to the seventh!!!! wooohhoooo!!!! so if i have the time ill do a better one... here it is....

cuz life's like that...

smiley alert

change away

relief in the weirdest ways

Idiots are God's greatest creation

wonders

logic questioned

indulgence in boredom

screw it

the end of my hiatus

locked safe

here's the deal

walked out the front door

shortened silence

put away those beach shorts and whip out the text books

land of hymn

if only fire was water

short

let my personality be

relief

i bite

i don't cry no more

running on water

a pearl among thousand oysters

go just go

the pinnacle of gossip

friction is just an illusion

God is merciful

rock that body!!!!

this time, it's the grunge look

life in shorts and parmesan cheese

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it starts where it was stopped

after the first comes the second

a message to be passed on

un-pause this channel

because it's just that way

this is lame of the highest order

organized chaos just took a turn

resolutions are not so helpful anymore

still holding it

press play

magic number #100 people

a U-turn not supposed to be taken

of embarassing momentos and spilt food

random but meant for someone

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another apology to be accepted

from bash to crash

anger management tip-look around before venting it!!!!

still fumbling around

lethal decoy

this is meant for someone but ill leave it to you to figure it out

13 more posts till the magical number

too late, i know

it never fails to disgust me

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DIY stress

time anyone?

fundamentals in life

i ache in places i never knew i had

one third is a very pathetic number

i have thought of that something

have you heard of this?

inspired by the friendly loner

randomisity ran through the week

'sesated' person with nothing to do

i apologize profusely

how pig headed could you get...

think about it...carefully..

tribute to the king of pop...

my brain needs a weekend to unwind in the carribean islands

honesty is not always the best policy

heartbroken

taggified... (from my slangtionary)

not my version of a holiday.... it was rather unexpected

beginning of an known world( know a lil)

lights that shine beyond us....

tchers day versus stomach ache

PHEEEEEEWWW!!!

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